17.06.2025

oh… nothing has happened?! no worries, no more stabbing and shooting! yeah right!🤠

By benbam

ding dong…

i speak how i feel and never sorry for that!

i made many complaints about online abuses and other provocation and how it can change people’s perception such as fallen into discord, due to distrust!

i was astonished that nothing came out of it, so i decided to show what i got slowly but surely in view that no more such senseless tragedies will happen! i know cos’ i have been targeted but met with denial!

i love my life, i may not be perfect and i accept it! many out there had it good but not me, i did not come easy way out!

just last boxing day, i was out in the mall and due to the fact that not everyone is happy during festive season, for many various reasons such as family issues etc.

i ever mentioned about an online sensation in singapore, father and son going to shopping mall to pick up a fight with the good security guard doing his rounds! there is element of provocation and i know there are cowards sitting somewhere up there trying to get people to fight! i know cos’ i have been targeted too! these are manipulation! even it is not thru control room, your google gps and your digital map, the traffic intelligence will sync and bring you in time to bump into the good security! in world of AI, such thing is not rocket science! there is element of abuse! i made a report to corruption practices cos’ i know there is abuse of power in the ranks! one time two time, you can ignore! but too many times, going up to clarify with the good cops, they don’t even know and that was few years back! these days, they know cos’ i have went to the police hq in person. it is a devious way to make you feel uneasy and targeted!

on last boxing day, i saw for myself some loner guy sitting in the quiet mall as enclosed… see something wrong, not everyone will agree with me. no mean to do this but i thought for overall good, it is worthy for a good cause! he turned out fine!

in my support work, i saw people bounded at home for unfortunate reasons. think how they will feel?! if these people are provoked whether out there in the community or going thru some undisclosed abuse. what will happen next is within grasp! i know too cos’ i was being gaslighted! bear in mind that i, myself always been accepting, i have been seeking clarification since year 2003.

i know singapore and melbourne have some form of collaboration, sharing police and security intelligence! that’s about it! this statement look bad on me but know that there are good and bad cops! i am a decent civilian, also went thru regiment in army and short stint in old police academy. i know stuff! i can accept bullshit but not disrespect by some coward or cunt!

i am ready to speak up, reconcile or face up to any adversity if someone has a problem. please don’t lay blame, own up that there is power abuse!

may i ask good readers of my toxic life to form your own impression.

i am not very good in writing but i will show what i have slowly but surely. and i also did not start the children toxic stuff!

thank you for your support…