💥benbam can save you…and myself!

Permission to write badly! 🫡

About me myself:

I traveled the seven seas when i was younger.

i spent some time in the regiment carrying balloons🎈! that’s for a laugh cos’ in fact there are no balloons in the regimental camp. 🫡

i am also an EEE graduate major in Artificial intelligence and robotics. that was about 26 years ago!

i do not work in this field but i witness the advancement of the above over the years!

i am not flawless person! i was quite dimwit in office politics and stepped on toes of influential people whom i should not! i almost did not make it but i did! not cos’ i am weak but over night, i lost my job, home and wife walking out. i was also in debt… ! today, i am plagued by many questions in mind which i want to find out from the big guy! i did move on but these power abuse did not stop! i am based on a true story and people who have worked in big corporations with government link will know that these workplaces are not fit for ordinary people during my time. but i have a potty mouth and that is why people in ranks get offended easily with envy to spike! i am also not a corporate person who can kiss arses and that is why even doing good here in melbourne is also an eyesore for office in-charge. i learn things the hard way! besides, i always try to resolve issues discretely but always nothing come out of it cos’ of deliberate gaslighting.

upon googling and baidu, i was deemed plagued by unresolved questions in mind why i was picked on by bad cops among the good ones?! and over time, it took a toll on my mental well being as in feeling depressed! so… it is not self inflicted after all! this is only prelude to what i will be sharing… with substantiation!