21.09.2025

the need to find out more about what the toxic is about?!

By benbam

i am very hurt, and i held bias and hatred against the good whitemen (aussies only!!) who helped me in the past?! my youtube account( hands and legs up for pm anthony on the ban) have been playing the above words bias, hatred, racist, gay boys and butches to me randomly! i used it most of the time until my head spin! it wasn’t like that before i know shifty bastards must be held responsible! someone better tell me the truth if not i will go on and on…

so i reckon that i need to get to the bottom of this inorder to get healed! at least i know who is stirring so much shit! imagine if this is going to go on for a long time, some wicked in the midst hope i get into trouble watching fireworks with popcorn! fat hope! i am better and more righteous than most lip serviced in ranks, for the community as priority, remember! 😏

i definitely deserve to know!

see enclosed how it all started…

as a support worker, my suggestion rather big one to help good friends with disability, despite being cherry picked on with penny and cents by the “small” ones in office. the discriminating fact is that i showed all in order, google timeline and receipts! i believe that there are bigger sharks out there, untouchable?!

i did not realise this until i know something is not right. so i went to premier office in person too.

i also went to good mp claire office twice in 2023 for advice but was ignorantly denied any help?! then, came harassment by dimwit and jealous authoritarian with fault pointing at AI from singapore to melbourne! see enclosed!

the scary shit is that my own consulate in canberra has not ackowledged and all swept under the carpet!

at least, pmo from canberra and singapore acknowledged! thank you for that! 🫡

they sure know that i always try to resolve issues discretely, and the children toxic was not started by me! those who know will know what i am talking about!

enclosed video in the community, incase i get gaslighted in the name of sweeping under the carpet, i like to use this phrase! i stand to be corrected and gofundme proceeds all will go to animal welfare and i am doing this for most good people i met here, sadly in the past!

a good senior i know who went surfing with the angels recently written this for me. i know what he meant! thank him for that! 🙏🙏🙏

p.s. all i written here will be shared with various embassies. i do not come to the good host house to pick up a fight with you cos’ your place is too small! in fact, it was not me who started and i reiterate that i always seek to resolve issues discretely.

something to ponder or izzit…? 👎